Friendship
now i very bad mood don't know what to say and what to type.i have this friend of mine just broke our friendship with me so bad mood lor. maybe expressing my thought here will cool me down. and i shall not mention names here lest there is another misunderstanding. and by the way i am saying all this cause this is an online blog. not for the person to think that i am scolding him or her.
i really treasure this friendship alot. but i also don't know what to say. any this person go call his or her friend to come and scold me either that or the person who scold me volunteer to help him or her scold me. and my friend has been angry with me for the past 2 days. so i was ok if the person wants to scold me cause i irritate the person alot that time as well. but the the person friend help or the person ask his or her friend to come and help. the person come and scold me without me irritating him. so i got damn mad a scolded him back especially when i am at a dangerous spot of the game and can be killed easily by many other higher level than me player. and i am carrying more than 100K cash on me. so how could i afford to die. if i die all this thing would be gone. so i told him or her something like "i have to waste time talking to you when i am playing my game." then the person called it lame game only people who have pea size brain would play this type of game. but it is not lame OK?? there are also people from our class playing that game as well. then i said if you say people playing this game have pea size brain then my classmate also have play what does that meant they have pea size brain?? if you wanna insult, insult me but my friend did not insulted you so why did you insulted my friend?? what right do you have to do that?? you got completely on rights at all to insult me as my friends. did we insult you?? no we didn't so why must you insult us. if you got the guts to insult me and my friends, i dare you to put you fucking name down. when people ask you for your name you make fun of other people name then you call people humji what about you did you write your name down when people asked you too?? so don't any how make fun of people name if you don't like people to make fun of yours.and you say i short then you think i like to be short and a person height determined nothing. a person morals and value the determined the character of the person.(this are all to my friend's friend.)then now to my friend.
i really treasure the friendship. if you say that there are people talking bad about me behind my back then what about you?? you think that you are faultless?? you think that there aren't people talking bad things behind your back?? and you think that you are very glam?? not everyone you see on earth is prefect man. if you keep digging into other people weakness then you will never find perfection in them. and you also said that that i called backed up. if you say i call back up then what about you calling in your friend or your friend coming to scold me?? is that not called back up?? when i call to to talk or share my trouble or woes did you care about it at all?? you every time say that's your problem. then when you have trouble i listen to your story and give you tip or try to help you out?? i forget is it the bible or someone said this to me: God made everyone with equal strength and weakness. every one has a beauty and strength in them. it depends on what angle you are looking at. whats more is every one have a limit not only you are the only person who have limit. i also have and when i did not say anything doesn't meant that i do not know anything. you think why your table the books never any throw or sometimes missing?? you go ask sue Swen whether her thing got deodorant spray smell of whether her notes or paper goes missing or not.
don't want to say anymore liao cause the more i say the more angry i get i think we should reflect on our behaviour and attitude. i really want our friendship back. hope you can forgive me.
sorry peeps for this unhappy post.
3:29:00 PM;;
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EXAMS ARE OVER AT LAST!!!
Today 15/55/09, the main exams are over at last and the stress are over at last. i don't know why i chose courier as my writing one. so weird sia,like when you have those drama play then use this type of character right?? or something like that but any way just use it and try it OUT! =P
OK today nothing much to crap about today.so maybe it will be a short pose. any way there is a IDiOT(don't know who) he is such a bloody horny guy who like to spam me and Valery's blog. he keep on saying like what you wanna a B.J (stand for blow job a sex term) and the worst part of all is he don't DARE to type his name down on the tag box. HUMJI BO LAN PA. dare to spam don't dare to write you name down.
now that almost all the exams are over, can play com liao. YEA!!! as in not illegal liao.OK go play com liao.
Bye Peeps!!
Love Jia Kang
there are people who care for you
there are always people there to love you
there are always friend to talk to
it is only if you cherish them or not.
1:10:00 PM;;
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Sorry!!! for not posting for so long.
First, I would like to apologise to all my readers for not putting up a post for so long. so SORRY(oh my god it looks like a international GAY colour purple!!! LOL) any way tomorrow still have science so cannot relax until tomorrow exams is over!! so JIA YOU!! JIA YOU people!!! o i am being lame again. i don't know what got into in this few days or weeks. i keep on laming and worst thing of all is i got so lame that my friends are annoyed with me now. i also don't know why i these few day or weeks keep on having mood swings don't know why also. so times when i serious then one guy go tell a joke then i laugh a while the serious liao. is it because i did not concentrate on doing my work?? i don't know!!!! don't ask me.
this few days nothing much happen to me except some argument with my friends. and tomorrow Ryann and rong zun so thick skin sia. people never invite own self go ask me to let them come to my house play com sia. MY HOUSE IS NOT YOUR FREE LAN OK??
then nothing else really want to talk about liao la. now i am feeling tired maybe later go take a nap cause i need maxium enery to study to night for science.=)
see ya peeps!!!
love Jia Kang
you are not the only one who knows how to get angry
your friends around you also have feelings too
did you care about what other feels about themselves or of you when you say bad things about them
all life forms have emotions so you should respect their decision and feelings too
every one needs friend to talk to to joke with
nobody wants friends who only know how to insult them and make fun of them
REMEMBER you should always respect other people feeling too.
3:02:00 PM;;
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today was fine for PW except that fat pig Eugene use up one com for playing some of the lame games like a squirrel building a house (it is like so lame!!). then we had P.E, the boys get to play soccer, basketball, and tennis or squash. i played soccer and the Malays said that my skills improve while we were having our break. thanks guys !!:)while the girls play i think squash or tennis and i think netball. then during science cause Ryann change place with
Arino my space become very noisy cause got Jonathan,
shen meng,
arino,
zhen xun then
dao yang will also come over to talk so it is like damn noise so i when to seat beside boon
hong and
othman. then i also talk a little bit about the "lame" game but quite a few people also play in class ma so cannot blame me la.then during recess, i forgot all about the meeting.Mr tan ask ask all to go into council room to hold the meeting as the music room is going to be used by the club wellness so all the councilor when there and thought what good news will there be but out death awaits us there.
once we all were in the room, Mr tan ask us to put our notebook and pencil or pen in the table and ask us all to empty our pockets and take our the hand phone from the pouch if any. then
JJ when to try to hide his hand phone the the cupboard but Kenna caught by Mr tan. then scold scold scold and nag nag nag.when we were all dismissed everyone face black black one. One of them event cried(OK chill don cry OK? smile).
after school got CIT then after CIT i stay back a while to complete my homework for the day then i met Chanel and Winnie then
wai keat also join me to do work then they came to talk to us then
wai keat start to get horny and the girls as well. horny talk start to form then they tell us all those horny thing and
wai keat is getting so interested. then he said in front of all the girls and me that he was steaming.
LOL then we walk home together and he started doing some obscene moves. after crapping for a while i went back home to finish up the private letter and now still writing
i do not know if the problem is with me or you i just hope it is an easy to solve misunderstanding and will be able to solve in no timei do not know if you are angry with me or whatbut whatever it is the choice is yours
6:55:00 PM;;
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Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Today was another day at school. Yesterday i read
Val's blog and she wrote this:
you have changeit's just that you doesn't know ityou'll only cherish it when you lost iti do not really know if she is referring to me but after a while i reflected upon myself and i have found out that i indeed have change alot.Things that I changed:1) act more pai kia ( not choice cause hiker will come after me!!) (only sometimes is real cause i very angry and Ryann will come me down. Ty Ryann xD)2)i think i had become more irritating cause val and Vivian is annoy with me3)more horny??i think that's all but today you have been ignoring me the whole day no matter how hard i tried to start the conversation so nobody to talk to today except Ryann and the rest. Are you angry with me or what ?? you are making me feel so emo and guilty.Today we had fire drill this morning and Hiker come and act big boss again. go hit me at my back and ask me what class i come from. then i look at him in the eyes and said "need you to know ah!!" then Ryann ask me to cool down and chill then ask me to stand with Zaki they all and tell them what happen and Zaki told me he fighter i also fighter wanna fight just call me but the difference is i tall and he short then i laugh like siao. OK then he stop finding trouble with me today but his friends come and say to me when i doing duty today. he said "hey you councillor why you scold me friend chi bai. i thought councillor cannot say bad words one and i was thinking it is like which councillor don say bad words one bai chi. then bla bla bla then the Malays wanted WW3 it is like siao so i had to stop them. then during English remedial so sian so many ppl pontang WTF!! kk i gtg see ya!i do not know if you are angry with me i do not know if you hate me i do not know the ans you are the only person who knowbut whatever it is i will be there for you
5:19:00 PM;;
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Today, in the morning, i already late liao because of my brother. Last night at 8:30, i got a very bad headache so i need a good rest so i ask me brother to wake me up at 9:00p.m. and the next thing i know is i wake up at 6:20a.m in the morning when my alarm clock ring. I was like siao ah
so late then wake up!!!=( I put my specs on the bed and when i wake up in the morning it was gone ahhh!!! I have to go look for it using my old specs and then at last found it. I had not revise my math and today go
math test. Then I told myself die la die la today math test sure fail one. Then I rush to go pack my back then quickly go take a morning bath to freshen myself up. By the time i finish bathing it is like 6:55. I quickly got change and put on my council badge( not easy to keep on finding the same hole to pock through it,Ok??) then aleardy 7:05 liao then my dad talk to me:Dad: Son ah, today you caome home from school early or late??Me=): Early about 3:00p.m like that( at that time I forgot all about the math test)Dad: Ok then since you coming home early go help me see doctor and tell him you got a bad cough Ok?Me: Ok lor(I did not wanna go =( ) But i do not have enought money lehDad: Take from my wallet( inside only got $12 so I took $10) Me:Ok take liao inside only left $2 Ok??Dad: Ok la remember to go see doctor Ok??Me: Ok!!Then I open the gate and left the house then i heard my father call me. He told me to remember to take my keys along with me as I left it on the lock. Then I quickly rush to school on my way there, i met 1 2e3 guy(forget his name=X) then rush to school with him. Then remember that i froget to pack me bagIn school, music really suxs as forget to put my recorder into my bag and got punish by Ms Lai. Valery(
BFF,sister),Vivian(BFF,but she is like angry with me this few days),Ola, Rong Zun, Boon Hong, Jonathan,Shen Ming also kanna punish by Ms Lai. I was the only councillor there but the Vice-Chair and Chairman also got punish so it is ok any way not my fault what. One blame blame my brother la.Science is like ok and English oh ya still have not handed up the home work XD later must go do. Then other subject all Ok la. Then during assembly after everything settle down I went up to go revise for my math. It is like I am tthe only one revising while Brendon is with like 7 girls flirting. After that got Math Test went quite well except for some stuff (I forgot the fomulor* XD)so die ah!!! Then went to see doctor. I have to wait and wait and wait and wait. Then finally my turn, he was very observant. I have runny nose he also know and I told him I had cought for like 4 weeks and the took a look at my nose and to me I have nose allergy and told me to go back for check up in two weeks time. I was like Ok??Then have to wait and wait for my medicent* so much medicent* more than I expect.I got like 1 packet of antiboitic* 14 tablet,1 packet of Loratadine also 14 tablet(
don't know what is it for),1 packet of Prednisolone this one 28 tablets(said to be for my signess but i don't event have one), 1 bottle of Zenmolin 7.5ml per time twice a day,2 bottles of Promethazine 10ml per time and 3 times a day and a Nasal Spray!!!!And when i have to foot the bill, i came home with an empty wallet but not only that I am in depts* I still own the policlinic $14.05. I hate the Nasal Spray it is the one who make me broke $16.80 just for one Spray!!! My total bill is $28.05
Ok i shall stop now goto go revise for tml chinese
Sorry for the dead blog I promised you guys that I will blog at least once every week.She will call me when she have the timemy BFF alway there for me to fall on when I need her
6:00:00 PM;;
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Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Hi people! just finished writhing one blog just only don't know if this is consider the second blog i am writing but any way i don't really care cause all i care is my emotion is being shown out. i think this is going to be a long entry because i spend three days training and five days as a PSL so it is going to be very long. OK people, are you guys ready for me to tell you guys about my experience as a PSl ?
okay here goes.
First day and second day of training: On the first day of training there were trybe ( it is a group of trainers from other place ) member there to train us for crowd control, how to be a leader, how to debrief and manage the student and what to do when they are rebellious and things like that.
On the third day, i was chosen to be a usher for the sec 1s registration. I had to come to school especially early that day about 6:30 in the morning it was the first day for the sec ones and about 7:15 that day the first sec ones was spotted and the mother coming to school so early we was so excited and we said: "wa so gan chong ah so early come liao." i can see almost everything cause i am the hall usher so i got a better view of who is coming and from where. Later that day, about 8:00 to 10:00 it became very busy for us as we have to attend to lots of people and we do not have enough hands as the parents and children started to queue at the two stairs case then don't know how go call for men power from other places to go to be the hall usher, soon the crowds started to go off then the man power start to go back to their own stations later the area soon get crowded again and the have to come back. Later we have to be the usher to the bookshop and the place where sell shirt. After being usher for half a day we have to attend the final lesson held by tribe they were very good to us. They if there is any discipline problem must tell the teacher and not handle it yourself. We have learn a lot of thing from them.
A few days later, it was the orientation my group was group 6 and my partner for this group is Felicia and it was OK la not too bad. i prefer 1e2 to 1e1 as 1e1 was really naughty during the camp. During the orientation, 1e2 was very low at the first day of school and the other groups was already very high so i was a little worried for them but surprisingly the next day at school, 1e2 became very high and i was happy for themselves and for me and Felicia cause we manage to make them high.
Now for the camp it was on the 14th to the 16th of January and i think the others missed three days of fun, joy and laughter as i am the Sec 1s Peer Support Leader and it was so the very fun. lol any way on the first day of the camp, we have to walk all the way to Pasir Ris Park which is about 1.2km away. it is so far!!! i have to walk there with my 10kg bag i don't know why my camping back is always about 10kg no matter which camp i go. i have to carry the 10kg back which i can only hold with one hand at one time all the to Pasir Ris Park so it really sucks! OK lets not care about the bag anymore lets care about the camp. We get the usual the games which is the amazing race which we have to walk all over Pasir Ris Park which was a very long distance(we got first for the amazing race) and at night we have to complete the NCC (night confident challenge) where there were seniors and trainers acting like ghosts and go around the swamp scaring people. There is one boy from 1e2 his name is john* he said he saw something at the toilet near the jetty and he is very scared and he said he saw al ots of such things at the park so he do not dare to go to the NCC and wanted me to go with him. During the NCC he was very scared during the first ghost he was in camouflage and he was hiding and he suddenly came up from his hiding place and came towards us the sec 1s were so scared the john knees when weak fall to his knees and the one beside John how is a girl was so scared the she started to push me to the edge and i sceam cause i was going to fall back and it i fall i will attract lots of sand fly and they sucks as well and they are so small and their bites are very itchy so i hate them. After the end of the NCC of Alpha i saw fear, joy, tear, and laughter because some were laughing at each for being foolish and other was scared. In the end have to go to sleep at about 1 and we get to sleep at 2 and got a longer time to bath.
On the second day, we have to wake up at about 6:30 and have to go wash up before the sec 1s and they have their moring exercise and then i have to go collect their breakfast and after breakfasts, my group have to go rafting and they have to built their own raft i have to help them out as there are knots they do not know how to tie so i have to help them out then they started playing and I scolded them I told them they are supposed to build the raft themselves and not we build for them so they started building themselves after that they went to test their raft and they have to be split into two groups and the first group in my group the raft was perfectly fine when the second group went in after a while the raft got spoilt. After that, we all had our lunch ( don't know what we eat at all now cause i forgotten lots of thing sorry)after that we have the low elements challenge and group 2 did quite well and in the night we have camp fire for them and everything was very fun. They sleep at about 12:30 and this time we have 0:30 of bathing time only so we had to rush a little and we had to sleep by 1:00, and in the middle of the night a group of boys sneak out to buy MacDonald.
On day three,we have to wake up at about the same time as day 2 and we have to go wash up and wake the sleepy sec 1s up the are late already and they still want to go wash up and around breakfast time i think we got pump yea unfix their tens and do area clean up. So many of the boys ten broke and the PSL ended up having to fix the ten for the sec 1s have to u unfix the tens for them.After that we have to go back to school and i have to carry my stupid heavy and bulky bag again when we reach school, we have to let the sec 1s have their class photo then dismissed them. after the whole PSL thing we went to Mac Donald to take away the food we gather as a group and went to the playground to celebrate and we talk about our experience and some other topic.
That all for today folks. Good Bye!
* his name i shall not reveal
P.S. some thing i purposely did not write in cause that is personal and i do not wish to tell it out. Thank You for reading.
1:25:00 PM;;
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